I NEED MONEY and guess what, my older brother AV has been became so over and doesn't care much about my mom. Grrrrrrrr!! At first, when I saw him became the champion of KOF tournament...I was so proud of him but now, he's the worst. Because of his girlfriend, o'course. Ah and yeah, my oldest sister just got her finger cutted while she's cutting the chicken meat.. very badly and she said "Maybe that chicken got a bad luck.." LOL~! XD

Anyhoo, my mom asked me to skip school today but what about the research information paper?! I supposed to give that thing to my partner, Cheow. T___T; "Gomen ne, Cheow-chan.." *sniff*
Hmmm, last night I got this weird dream.. It's very beautiful. Well, yeah.. my dreams are always beautiful. There's a woman who came rescuing me from danger, she's very pretty and sweet-kind. Her face is just looks like a Hong Kong actress. 0__o

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Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky!
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

When the blazing sun is gone,
When he nothing shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

Then the traveler in the dark,
Thanks you for your tiny spark,
He could not see which way to go,
If you did not twinkle so.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

In the dark blue sky you keep,
And often through my curtains peep,
For you never shut your eye,
Till the sun is in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

As your bright and tiny spark,
Lights the traveller in the dark,—
Though I know not what you are,
Twinkle, twinkle, little star.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

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Suddenly, there's a Adobe Photoshop CS3 on my brother's computer. I would like to use it but can't open it.. maybe I should ask my brother to fix it or do something whatever he has to do about it....

My oldest sister just got her fingernail cutted by a knife while she's cutting the meat! 0__o;

..Onisan wa.

He's being very too selfish these days, and changed into a 'monster' because of his girlfriend. Grrrr..!! Even my mom keep telling me "For now on, I don't care about your brother anymore.. If his girlfriend is more important than me, that's okay.." Waaa.. T__T; Cool down, Okasan! I just have to pray to God willing and forgiveness so that everyone will be JUST okay. But hey, my bro was just finished out my credit cellphone.. and now, I can't call anyone!! Grrrr..!!

Anyway, I'm so sorry that I should really show you guys about my new pictures.

(From the left) Me, Sis Hanie, Bro Dany, Future sister-in-law Liana and my mom.

From the right) Sis Hanie, Bro Dany, Liana and me.

Gee, in those pictures.. *sighs* I don't smile because It was really hot sunny there! And the annoying red ants is coming on my leg. Grrrr..!!

Aaahaha, my friend Sofia at school today was told me that I has been changed lately.. for being 'talkative'! But before that, when I was in junior school.. I was so 'untalkative'. Hmm, I think I must be back in 'untalkative' again. But I realized Sofia is changed too..

Before - She's talkative. Now - She's untalkative.

*le gasp* People can changed their own personality easily.. or so fast.

It is quite early where I am right now..I feel so sleepy because I was slept very late last night.
*yawns* =__=; How troublesome indeed.. Anyway, I should buy my new sketchbook for drawings. I already made my decision that I'll continue my interest during school holidays and will be a Mangaka someday, just like her.. *yawns* I'm still sleepy, maybe I should drink a coffee.

Ahahaha! I didn't go to school yesterday but TODAY I'LL GO! *yawns*.. Very troublesome indeed..

Well, I'm currently listening to YUI's soundtracks. I addicted to her so much~! Mwahahaha! :3

Edit//


A Sakura (Cherry Blossoms) KitKat! This KitKat is only available in Japan. Pockys are little pretzel sticks covered with chocolate, strawberry or other creamy sweet flavours, is what I've heard from my friend. It would be really nice if I can get one..

Don't you hate when someone is always looking or staring at you all day long especially at work or school? Being watched is making me more shyness! Especially those 'showin-off brats' at my school, they're totally idiots. I still remembered when I was 7 years old at school, I once fell down from the chair and everyone are laughing at me *sighs* The most embarrassing moment I've ever seenfelt.

Last 3 days, I'd watched the Pirates of the Caribbean At World's End. It's very awesome, Orlando Bloom is cute..Johnny Depp is funny and Keira Knightley is such a gorgeous! And what's with the crabs who hatched out from their eggs and suddenly help out Captain Jack Sparrow's ship. o__o; They're sure very kind! Anyway, tomorrow is my day of school started. Gee, school is always making me feel nervous, worry and other kind of emotions. Other than that, those emotions also creeping me out! Hmm, have you heard of Captain Ameliette? Ahahahaha! I'm sure you don't know who she is.. Well, 'Ameliette' is just a nickname of mine. Very cool, huh.. As you wanna know, this is Captain Ameliette.

Whoa, look at the time.. It's already 10.36PM here and I'm still not in a mood to sleep even It's drizzling outside. I'll be having an exams on 13/08 - 16/08 and also the very last final exams on 26/11 - 02/12. Then, I'll be FREE!! w00t w00t!! But for now, all I have to do is to revised my notes..textbooks and mangaold exam papers. Ehh, I'm not sure that I'm going to study because I've always spend time alot in computers and sleeping..

"How troublesome indeed..", She said.

"I wish someone can say 'Welcome home' to me..because It means alot to me.."

The most things that I don't like about my oldest sister's attitude is.. she's very sensitive, hot-temper and a bit annoying. For me, she should change. Other than that, today is very dull..
My school opening is almost coming, which It is on this Monday [11/06]. My brothers bought their cars, very own cars. Maybe this is the chance that I can be close with my brothers.. Unlike me and my older sister, we used to be together like always and were like a twins before but now.. she got her boyfriend and being honeymooning with him than me. Maybe I just should stay together with my mom, she's the best after all.

L = Love.
O = Only comes once.
V = Value it.
E = Enjoy love to the fullest.

Yesterday was my very sweetest memories ever! I love my bro AV so much! He's very protective and caring. Last night, my brothers just bought their own cars and we just wandering around the town with my mom. Very nice, really. It's also can be called my F.U.N time :] But seriously.. buying a thing that you've always wanted to buy it since at first, you'll be so proud of yourself even your family!! If I bought a car or other stuff, I'll be like.. "Mwahahahaahaha!!!"

Anyway, me and my bro AV played Guilty Gear ISUKA this morning..2 players vs. 2 players. Very cool and kinda hard.. *shrugs* O__o; But luckily I selected Ky Kiske, his combo skils is very easy and smoooth! I <3 it!!

Each people got their 1 hope, it's time not to giveup and struggling yourself very hard until you get that thing you wanted.

I've been played Guilty Gear ISUKA like forever! And I still can heard the sounds eventho I didn't play it. O__o; It's like a nightmare.. but kinda cool. Ahaha. I'm thinking of buying Guilty Gear XX Accent Core instead of KOF series vid-game. I told my mom that I got a lots of plan once my money is growing alot in the bank and mostly my plan is to buy

-GG XX Accent Core
-KOF MI Regulation A
-KOF XII
-KOF MI2
-Metal Slug 6
-PS2
-PS3
-Labtop Internet wireless
-MP4
-Cellphone Samsung E700

And the rest of the money, I'll keep it until I get old.. or my money get growing alot! XD Ahem.
Not only Rock Howard, Ky Kiske is also a part of my valentine and hero♥~! Hmmm.. honestly, I just wokeup in this beautiful sunshine morning.. *sleeps*...

This is the last week of my school holiday breaks.. how troublesome indeed. *faints*

I just found this 2 lovely rocky bgms called 'Holy Orders?' and 'The Irony of Chaste', those songs are soo cool and are from Guilty Gear ISUKA soundtracks. Heh, if you listened to it, you damned it while my kitty cat here is laying on my nap.

Soon next week I'll see those 'showin-off-brats' at school and in my class. I know that my mom told me that I can't talk bad or gossip about people but I just can't stand of them! There are really a lot of showin-off-brats in my school.. hatehatehatehate!! HATE THEM! >__< But at least there's a few good people.. with a kind-pure hearted. Very nice. Plus, I was happy getting my photoshop back and now, it's gone..or ruined..or just..gone. I don't know what to do!! It says 'Trial expired', what should I do?!!

My friend, Danna once told me that she hates romantic love couple or short word 'Boys'. I was think about that before but now, I'm kinda used to it.. or not. My older brothers and sisters got their life partner and fill it with love~ When I was a kid, I've always thinking that I'll be single forever until I die.. but my mom said I sure will have a boyfriend someday when I grownup. *sighs* How troublesome indeed.. I wonder why people have to married? And how can boy and girl easily get to fall in love when they're together while at first they're just good friends? I wonder why..



I shouldn't think about that, really. I should think my Ky Kiske. He's waiting for me..

*continues to gaming Guilty Gear ISUKA*

Everyone are special and perfect in this world, no matter how ugly or bad they are.. At least they have their own speciality. Like in the video game, each characters have their ability, strength, power and others.



I'm just sitting in this chair, staring at the computer screen and patting my kitty.
Well, I better gaming Guilty Gear ISUKA now..

"Seeing the sun It makes me feel comfortable with her.. It's beautiful."

It's kinda very late midnight here now but I still can't sleep while my family are already sleeping~ So I just signed on my MSN and checking whether my friends are online or not but they are. ^__^

Other than that, I'm very proud seeing my dear friend S.Majere who's already got a boyfriend and getting COOL in making xanga layouts or graphics. I heart her so much. Heheh! Not only her but also Mierachan and Nivdson! I <3 my friends soo much! They rocks! Well, maybe it's time for me to go sleep because It's like already 1.02AM here.. very late indeed.

Ameliaxchan
xoxo

I just played Guilty Gear ISUKA yesterday and It was really AWESOME! By selecting Ky Kiske or Sol Badguy or Millia Rage, I'm getting pretty good at their combo skills. But too bad, my bro didn't install the trainer cheats.. So I got lose in that game like forever .__. The best thing is we can play like 4 players but It's kinda very hard and crowded too!!

Eh, I forgot to updating that yesterday [29th May] was my brother AV's birthday. If I had this RM50 and went to the pc game shop, I would definitely buy this KOF MI2 so that I can play it with my bro or anyone. u__u; All thanks to the school for wasting my precious money!! GRRR!!!! Anyway, I changed my LJ layout.. nice huh.

Edit// Today is the last day my good friend, Mini Nora Chan at work and she told me that she won't be online everyday except Sunday.. I'm gonna miss her soo much! T___T

I was on MSN chatting with my good sista friend, Rachel. She's viewing herself with webcam so that I can see her. Rachel is very beautiful and I also saw her mom and sisters. indeed. They were like.. a happy family. I'm kinda jealous of it >__>; But hey, I have my own family and I love them!! Every family are the bestest, ya know. I guess, this is my 'LOL' moment eh.. Very funny, happy and sweet! :]



Anyway, I just read this Vampire Knight shojo manga by Matsuri Hino. It's a very interesting story whereabout Vampire Knight primarily takes place in Cross Academy, a prestigious private school with an unusual class structure. The student body is divided into two classes: the Day Class, which is made up of ordinary students, and the Night Class, an elite group of 'beautiful people'. Therefore, my fav character is Zero. He's very awesome really.

So, yeah.. I'm on the school holidays in 2 weeks right now.
Maybe tomorrow I'll go to the library with my friend and searching some informations of history and stuff... Then, another day I might wanna go to Sophie-chan's house..I MISS HER SO MUCH!! T__T; Well, I watched Lemony Snicket's The Series of Unfortunate Events last night. The Bauldelaires are so nice~ ;] Violet impressed me soo much! When I looked at her, I started to be a hardworkin person and just good.

And guess what?! My bros installed Guilty Gear ISUKA yesterday and a few minutes ago, I played it too by selected Ky Kiske! OWW! *screams* HE'S UBER COOL! LOL! XD I guess I'm pretty good at his combo and skills, pretty awesome really. Right now, I'm chatting with my bro who's now at work on YM and he just said he wanted to do his work and kinda busy .__.; bad boy.

It has been a while I haven't update my journal, probably just because I finished my middle year exams and I am very confident that I'll pass of them! >__<; I also will have a school holiday break in next week but it's only 2 weeks!! I wish It was like in..1 year! or just 1 month? XD
Ahahaha!

My classmate, Theva-chan, the one who said that she's already bought the KOF MI video game and will give it to me but until now, she didnt't GIVE IT to ME.

I says: Hey, Thev. Do you know the video game called KOF MI?
Theva says: Yes, I do know and have it because I already bought it.
I says: Oh really? Can you give it to me?! I really want it!!
Theva says: Hmm, yeah sure. But you have to pay RM5 for it then I'll give it to you ASAP.
I says: OK!

Next day..

I says: Thev, I'm giving you the RM5 now and where is the video game?
Theva says: Ok but I already give it to the gateguard so that she can keep it for you.
I says: Huh?..
Theve says: After finish school, you go see to the gateguard and take back the video game, ok?
I says: Ok..

Another next day...

I says: THEVARANI!!!! That gateguard told me that she doesn't have that video game!
Theva says: Wha?! Which gateguard you asked? Behind gateguard or front gateguard? Hmm?
I says: Ehh, front gateguard?
Theva says: The video game was kept by the BEHIND gateguard..
I says: *faints*

Another another next day....

Theva says: Did you get it?
I says: Uhh, let's see.. NO.
Theva says: Maybe I can take it for you after finish school..you just have to wait for me,ok?
I says: Why I have to wait for you?
Theva says: Because the video game now is kept by my special someone..
I says: Ok..right.

Another next next day....

I says: Thev, I've already waiting for you until like..my mom's worried about me!!
Theva says: Really?! But I saw you! I just wanted to come and you went home..
I says: *faints*

Seriously, It was a disaster! Pff.. I won't ask it from her AGAIN! And I'll buy the KOF MI2 video game by myself.. with my own money.. T_______T
Other than that, I didn't go to school yesterday and my friend text msg to me that I have to come to school today if not.. I'm gonna die.

In this very bright hot sunny afternoon..
I just don't know how to say but.. It seems like people thinks I'm very annoying.. My friend, Danna don't even talk to me alot on MSN lately and my rp mom, Hope Alive, shes like in hot temper everytime I chatting with her.

And my beloved mother, she always told me that she doesn't care about my brother because all my brother care about is his girlfriend not his family.
This morning, my brother just wokeup and hes looking at me like (O__o) He's very strange these days, going out all night and came back in an early morning like 6.30AM but still my mother just try don't care about him..

My 'shit father' is just the same..lazy, stupid, arrogant and crazy. (-__-;) Bleh, I don't care anything about him.

Tomorrow's a School Day.. this Wednesday is my mid-year exams. I didn't studying lately because I don't really have mood in study. (T__T) Why should I DO?! I hope I will pass this exams thingy, I really hope so.. After this exams week, next week is the last week and another 2 weeks on next month is SCHOOL'S HOLIDAYS BREAK!! Yatta ze!

Just don't complain in your life or there will be a lot of virus that you've collected in your brain.
If there IS, just throw those virus out till you're being brainless ;]

AHAHAHA! That's what I always think about since last 2 hours.

I think I might already in trouble.. I will be having mid-year exams on next Wednesday. How troublesome..indeed. So, yes. All I have to do is STUDY HARD! for my beloved mother<3 Life in this house these days are so..like..silent, boring or just dull. My brothers and sister are not at home, i'm just with my oldest sister and my parents here. Oh and I won't go to school tomorrow again because I don't have any transport to go. My dad is working.. yeah, he's working. Bleh, why should I care about him anyway? Hmm..

"Ne me quitte pa.." which means "Don't leave me.." like a lonely wolf in the starry night who's in a cursed bloodline.

Today I can see my mom's tears.. It's very tearful.
Every people loves HAPPINESS..and PARADISE because that's the thing that they were searching for in the future.

At school today, my friend told me that.. she wanted to die faster so that she can be in Heaven and looking for her grandmother (O__o) That's pretty insane but..uhh, kinda OK. No matter what, I just don't care about it!!
YATTA ZE! There's going to be Mother's Day on this Sunday, cool huh..
I might will think about what giving to my beloved mother~
Damn straight, I'm very very very VERY tired right now.. I guess, I better prepare my school stuff tomorrow morning. How troublesome.. *sighs*